And Maybe

And maybe, I've finally fallen. Or it's just another twist of fate.

As a thinking person, I only see black and white. Never a shade of gray. My life for the past years have always been guarded by correct decisions. The thing is that, that correct decision might not be a happy decision. But eventually this would result to peace.

When people think that I am just another weird mind with eccentric thoughts, they failed to see that pensive
looking person infront of them; dying to tell them: "I don't give a damn on whatever you are thinking!". Sometimes, I want to break loose but then I guess it's my fault. And perfect people may think I am, I am not.

I built myself a castle. I happily lived in the castle. I feared an invasion. But I think I've allowed it to happen already. In my so called perfect world, I think I left out a minor glitch or is it just that the foundation needs to be restructured?

My pain. Hope that I'm not putting this castle into ruin. Hope and pray that maybe, now is right.

And then, maybe - it's just a trick of fate. And well, I will live.